Monthly Archives: August 2009

An Eocene Welcome

Finally the Greater Sandhill cranes, prehistoric birds, sounded out a tribute at 6:27 this morning. I’d like to think it a welcome to our vocal, guitar playing, songwriting Western gal visitor, Ms. Juni Fisher. Also hail to her on the journeys to come. When Zoe and I hit the trail this morning about 6:40 we heard warning noises which means we were only a few feet from the cranes. The grasses are so tall that we can’t see them. Another sign. Jim’s folks will be here for a week, in two days and I hope the cranes come out and can be seen and heard.

I’d like to thank Juni for re-kindling my interest in playing music. It’s been a long time since I’ve held a violin or touched the keys on a piano. She asked why I didn’t call before I bought a guitar. It was an impulse purchase of a learning guitar and I had no idea there were different sizes, woods, tones et al! I just went with what I had for the first couple of months and did research on a better guitar that fit me. I believe I’ve found it and she agrees. But she’s right. I should have called as there were any number of mistakes that could have been made. As it is she just said the neck should be adjusted a bit.

Last year pdxknitterati, a fellow blogger from the west coast, when told that Jim sang El Paso in a restaurant in Scotland at our going-away dinner, told me of Red Velvet Slippers, written and sung by Juni Fisher, a cowgirl poet. I downloaded the song and immediately my husband and I started making preparations for a surprise for his grandmother’s birthday. Juni came and sang and wowed everyone. We’re sorry pdx wasn’t there to join us but I sent her an inscribed CD.

Visitor season has begun! Jim’s folks arrive in two days and I have to run everything through “Neat Receipts” and box them and clear my desk so we can have a dining table. I’m not a shopper but yesterday we all went to the market and it was fun! We didn’t HAVE to get anything so it was fun to browse and everyone ended up with a special treat and lunch was very good at Bandit’s. Jim’s showing signs of a cold so I need to go check on him and feed Zoe. Cheers, Dee

Guests

No, I’m not ready for it. But Jim has been offered and has accepted a full-time job in Utah, effective immediately. We don’t yet know where we’ll be living but are definitely here until at least October 15 if not longer.

We have a special guest staying this weekend and it’s been fun to cook and tour a bit and do some Park Silly shopping. I had to throw away one of Jim’s four year-old “Utah formal” shirts last week so we bought him another and I got a couple of belts.

Last night I made: ribeye steaks on the grill, simply rubbed with cut garlic, rubbed with olive oil and seasoned with salt and pepper; roasted red potatoes with garlic and rosemary; and sauteed zucchini with a few panko crumbs tossed in at the end. We followed with Whole Foods raspberry sorbet with fresh berries and herbal tea.

Breakfast was a mini-feast from our organic sources out here with eggs, toast, maple breakfast sausages and applewood smoked bacon. With organic orange juice or fresh-squeezed apple juice.

A chicken is in the oven tonight stuffed with rosemary and clementines. I’m making risotto with chanterelle mushrooms, and will saute a few red and yellow cherry tomatoes for color on the plate. Our guest “checks out” tomorrow and I’m tasked with getting ready for Jim’s folks to arrive on Wednesday. I’m going to try to pack up my desk and make it livable as what it was intended to be, a dining table. I also have to come up with menus for a week and place an appropriate order for organic items that doesn’t overwhelm frig or freezer.

So, it’s back to work tomorrow but the weekend has been fun. I saw one of the cranes flying early this morning, that’s an unusual and precious sight as their wingspan is so great and they do land gracefully unlike the ducks who splash-land in the creeks when they’re flowing.

Hope y’all had a great weekend and are enjoying some time now that the kiddos are back in school. Cheers! Dee

Bully Pulpit

If I have one, I’ll use it. Ted Kennedy died of a brain tumor, a glioblastoma which carries a literal death sentence. My mother died ten months ago from complications of colon cancer. For the people who think “ObamaCare” involves “death panels” I’ll tell you something. My mother had several surgeries, one which caused irreparable damage because of a surgeon’s mistake. When the cancer recurred my sisters took her against her will in an ambulance, as she had not been able to eat or drink. and she went through a battery of tests.

In the end they said they could do more surgery and perhaps another colostomy and my mother said, in perfect lucidity, NO. No more tests, no more surgeries. The next day she was transferred across the street to a hospice that her pain doctor leads. For two weeks they took stellar care of her, encouraged us to be around and kept her comfortable. What was comfortable for her (talking or not talking) was not comfortable for us but this was about her. In the end my siblings agreed that against their wishes, if she wanted a chaplain to get a priest for last rites, it was up to her and I would organize it. She did and it was a moving moment for us all as we told her of our love for her.

When a terminally ill patient goes into palliative care that is hopefully the patient’s wish or that of his/her family or person designated in a living will. Our mother decided it was the end, that her body had its fill of disease and heartbreak. I would encourage people, especially those who have little family or who aren’t married, to have paperwork in order as soon as possible. I’m working on ours, even though we’ve been married forever, sorry nearly 7 years. We will both do our own papers and sign DNR’s because we don’t trust each other to let the other go. I know that in my heart.

We’ve had our own death panel and know that whatever healthcare system we’re a part of will not disregard our wishes. When Mom died the lead doctor said he never thought she would last two days, much less two weeks. And added that she was a tough lady and he wished he’d had the benefit of knowing her better. Sorry for the sadness, the one-year anniversary is coming up and I’m thinking of Mom a lot. In memoriam, Dee

46 years ago

I watched another elaborate funeral cortege. I was four years old and remember clearly watching, with my mother on b/w television the funeral march of John F. Kennedy. Later my parents gave me a book called Four Days, about the assassination, hospitalization, viewing and funeral of our late President.

For years I was fascinated with this picture book, with JFK Jr. saluting the casket and the First Lady and Caroline praying by it. It is very sad that they lost Bobby five years later, and “Uncle Teddy” had to pick up the slack. He did a remarkable job in the Senate and I only wished I lived in MA today as regular folks lined up along the streets and to walk by his casket.

I appreciate the way these memorials are being done. His duty was to the people of a small New England state but he served the nation and the world through his works. I don’t envy the Kennedys for having the wherewithal to dispatch any family member, President or Senator, with seeming ease because they know and can choreograph the motions by heart. That in itself is heartbreaking.

This is going to be a tough weekend for a lot of constituents and people across the country and world who respect Senator Kennedy and care about him, his wife and family. What Senator Kennedy, Mrs. Kennedy and family members have done is a tribute to what he has done for all of us. I can only blog it, not walk by his casket but I would if I could because it is the end of an era.

It is my hope that the Mass. legislature passes a bill allowing a temporary Senator to provide the state with full representation in the US Senate and that an election is held in the statutory framework. My choice will remain private. The sheer number of people who want to pay tribute tells one something about the man, despite his human frailties. Rest in peace, Senator. Dee

The Russians are Coming?

The other day a balloon (they go up regularly early in the morning) ran into some trouble, landed temporarily in the Preserve and narrowly escaped our townhomes. I was out with the dog at the time so ran upstairs and got the first shot through the screen in our spare bedroom.

Next, before I cook these I have to show the chanterelles to you because they’re so gorgeous. The vendor also had lobster mushrooms and told me to make them into a kind of succotash. I stuck with the chanterelles this week. Can’t wait to taste them!

The last shot is of the mountains in this strange evening sunlight. I couldn’t even see what I was shooting because of the sun, but it turned out OK, yet it doesn’t adequately describe the beauty of the mountains as they change every hour in the sunlight. One thing I can’t bring you is the stars at night, yes, they’re big and bright, like in the heart of Texas, but on clear nights they awaken me to their splendor.

As the grasses go to seed and dissipate we hope to see more birds on the preserve. We hear the Greater Sandhill Cranes from time to time and Jim saw them just the other day before they went into the tall grass. It is a magnificent sound at 5-6 a.m. Prehistoric (Eocene era) birds calling out to one another. Look the sounds up online and you’ll only get the sound of thousands. I need to figure out how and when to record just three. One of the adults flew 30 feet or so, at least a 6′ wingspan. It’s an amazing feat to behold.

And now I’m sounding like Dad at the Grand Canyon 40 years ago at 6:00 a.m. when we’d been up all night in 112 degree heat and just wanted to get the heck out of the Grand Canyon! Sorry, Dad. You didn’t use up all the “awesomes” and “majestic’s” and we still love you. btw, we had an “air cooling system” on July 4th, three kids so far and our first night out west and no-one slept a wink. So we drove to Flagstaff to a hotel with air conditioning. The A/C in our rental car was broken as well. Luckily the trip picked up upon arrival in San Diego and the drive to SF. Cheers! Dee

Switching Gears

Right now my emphasis has to be on new work documents, yes, WE’RE STAYING!!! And guests. It’s Wednesday and I don’t have menus yet. Ideas, but not menus.

I told you I’ve been dreaming of these chanterelle mushrooms, well I found them and am making chicken breasts, zucchini and risotto with fresh chanterelles. Of course I don’t have recipes for you because I make it up on the fly. Perhaps if I run upstairs for the camera I can get you a shot of the beautiful fungi.

Guitar lessons are back on my radar, after being sick for two weeks. I start next Tuesday with a new teacher. He’s a drummer, a really cool guy who opened my mind to things I haven’t seen before. I haven’t practiced in a while so must start on his pentatonic scale now that he’s my new teacher. I’m also going to take a 90-minute knitting class next door to the Conservatory. After the in-laws have come and gone. I’ve enough to do to prepare for their visit.

Note to PDX Knitterati – I’m considering a knitting class! There’s a pattern for a silk shawl that I love! That’s because we’re staying! Jim was “official” yesterday. Now only 99% of what we own resides in TX. C’est la vie. Dee

End of an Era

I was up in the middle of the night due to inability to sleep and it’s interesting that Don Imus plays a part in this. I don’t listen to him or his show so was surprised to see that only rural tv carries his show. I stayed on it for 20 seconds, long enough to find that Edward (Ted) Kennedy has died.

Immediately I changed over to CNN, but over the past hour have switched to MSNBC and even Fox, and all are mourning our country’s loss. He lost his sister just weeks ago and is the last of the three brothers who revolutionized American policies and politics.

The “little brother” may have made some mistakes in life, but his 47 year career in the Senate is remarkable for its accomplishments, involving Senators on both sides of the aisle, as well as Representatives and Presidents of a conflicting party.

I’ve never been a resident of Massachusets but would be proud to have such a Senator acting on my behalf. Senator Kennedy now joins his siblings after living a long and fruitful life on behalf of his family, his constituents and our nation. Sadly, Dee

Kitchens

Many years ago my mother gave me a large “coffee table” book about kitchens. It showcased kitchens throughout the years in various countries. It’s in storage right now so I don’t have it for reference. But it showed early kitchens, centuries ago like the one my friend and I saw at Argyll’s Lodging, which sits beside Stirling Castle in Scotland.

But I’m going to tell you about the kitchens we’ve had, that I remember. Historic kitchens and kitchens I might have wanted to live in will have to wait.

It’s 1963. There’s a kitchenette of gray and pink with four seats, and I don’t remember the stove or oven because I wasn’t old enough to use them. We had a formica counter and I was allowed to dry dishes before going out to play with dad and the neighborhood kids.

In 1967 we move to 25 acres in the country and a house that a family couldn’t finish. My dad fell in love with the views and every weekend we worked to improve the place. Three years lugging rocks for a retaining wall and laying and re-laying bricks around a pool. It was a lovely home. They didn’t finish the walls or windows or floors so we had to do everything. But before they ran out of money they did a hip 60′s kitchen with everything built in, from a metal round you’d take out to put in the blender to controls for the stove. They messed that up. Electric stove, gas most everything else. So they put push buttons on the top of the yellow counter and mom had to cover them with plastic to avoid spills and outages.

From age 8-10, we learned to make refrigerator orange rolls and cinnamon rolls and try to offer our parents breakfast in bed, which they always refused and came out to the kitchen. I also learned how to make a perfect vodka martini for dad when he returned from work.

Then we moved to the D.C. area and I had no interest in cooking except snickerdoodle cookies. Big city instead of small town, and there was a big mall and money to be made babysitting. Pop tarts were it for me on the way to the bus and school. Nondescript kitchen with carport access and access via swinging door to the dining room. It became a formal dining room then, with furniture to match.

High school, mom went to school to become a paralegal and got good work. My sister and I had to cook dinner for the family a couple of nights a week and we always did the same thing, a tuna-lemon loaf (souffle) and mac and cheese. I always did the tuna. It was a dysfunctional kitchen that really just served as a pass-through to the dining room with Japanese-inspired wallpaper from former owners. It didn’t have good “flow.”

College came around and these were the old days, no laptops or cell phones. We were in a cell, two girls to a cell and a bathroom for 75 girls down the hall. Two pay phones. I had the Lipton lemon-flavored iced tea mix (still can’t drink the stuff) and onion dip mix. Junior year when we moved to an apartment off campus I cooked every night but never did dishes. Roommates were amazed that one could make macaroni and cheese… from scratch! I curtailed their shopping alone when they brought back cans of potatoes instead of a 50 lb. bag. From then on I had to do the list and accompany to the store as well. Barely functional kitchen.

My first notable post-college apartment included an incredibly inefficient kitchen with a dumbwaiter! In the next, I had my own place with apartment-sized stove/oven/broiler and frig. Although I almost burned down the place by placing cooked bacon in the broiling compartment underneath while I finished the eggs et al, it was my first experience with a galley kitchen, and it worked (although the frig was backwards so it took more movement than necessary to complete a meal.

Later on there was a place where it was too cold to cook or live, I left there quickly. My NYC apartment was large and inefficient with about 12″ of counter space, so I got a large cutting board to put over the sink. Not a great kitchen. Then I had a U-shaped kitchen that would have been nice except nothing worked. Same with the next place as for the first few weeks the kitchen sink didn’t work so we had to do dishes in the bathroom upstairs.

Larger doesn’t necessarily mean better. When we first moved to TX we had a large kitchen but it wasn’t efficient. Then we moved and had an open space ideal (which we love), galley-type kitchen with exits on both sides. It sounds like an island but really wasn’t. The sink was looking toward the loft windows and downtown and it made cooking a joy. Appliances weren’t up to snuff but the view and what we were able to make of the place made up for a faulty ice-maker.

Now we’re in a rental, and my kitchen has knotty alder cabinets and high-end appliances. It has a great working space and unlike my former environment, it has slate floors over wood, instead of solid concrete so it’s easier on my legs as well.

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It has room to maneuver, a pantry, lovely granite countertops and stools on the other side so we can talk and I can work. Gas stove is a gas, love it. Gas oven at high altitude, I’m not quite sure of. But other than my messing up the counter with receipts, my problem I know, it’s wonderful, and like the kitchen sink in our TX loft it looks towards the view. For developers who want to put a townhome’s stove looking at the view, it’s my opinion that the cook may choose otherwise.

What do you love/hate about your kitchen. Feel free to post. Cheers! Dee

Park Silly

Today we went out to lunch. Jim had a rigatoni dish with brown butter, broccoli, Italian sausage and he thinks they were finely chopped nuts. I’d guess hazelnuts. It’s something for me to try out in our home kitchen. Then we attended the “Park Silly” market, for something I’ve been dreaming of for the past two weeks since we were last there.

I bought 1/2 lb. of gorgeous chanterelle mushrooms and plan to make risotto. The farmer/gatherer went into the cooler to get me larger specimens. He also has lobster mushrooms with which I’ve never cooked and he gave me an outline of a recipe with fresh corn, lobster mushrooms and heirloom tomatoes. Garlic and onion, of course. This market will close end of September/early October as will the other farmers’ markets but there is a year-round place being set up 1/4 mile away from us and fifteen vendors will be there, schedule to be determined.

The Wednesday market is not when I want to shop for produce, as I have milk and juice and fruits and veggies delivered at 3:00 every Wednesday morning. So Tuesdays I try to clean out the frig as well as possible and Wednesday morning I pack it in and am not about to go out searching for more!

If we stay here a while I wouldn’t mind some temporary garage storage. That’s where I could keep extra paper products and, in cooler weather, onions and potatoes. I certainly have no room for them in the frig. Yesterday we were downtown (a good one to 1 1/2 hour drive r/t) and on our way back we picked up two three-pound bags of frozen raw dog food. I’d like to get four, but there’s no room in the freezer and we have guests coming so I need to buckle down with recipes, shopping lists, cleaning chores et al.

Tonight I was going to have the second pizza I made from scratch Friday afternoon, dough and all, heated for dinner. Knowing how much Jim hates leftovers I ran out of all plastic goods (quart and gallon zip bags, and tall kitchen garbage bags) so picked up some ground beef and potato rolls and we had burgers for dinner, in the rain. It was supposed to hail this evening so Jim moved his car to a better place overnight. Hopefully it won’t be towed. Heaven knows we’ve spent enough time and energy on this construction debacle next door, costs us a lot of noise, dirt and mess, not to mention a tire punctured by two screws and a nail when I only drove a mile.

Jim’s folks arrive in ten days. Much to do before then. His mother has been called to jury duty tomorrow and hopefully it won’t ruin the vacation they’ve been planning to visit us here. I just found a wonderful activity. We’d love to take them to a baseball game, and hopefully that will work out. But I found a showcase of homes, 2,000 sf to 10,000 sf and it’s going on Labor Day weekend. The family land they farm now will be flooded by the government in a few years so it’s been sold and the timber harvested. They’ve bought 600 acres in an adjacent county and need to build a new house. Margie is always looking for ideas and they love the western style of construction so they should find ideas a-plenty. Hoping they’ll enjoy at least a day of it, it always warms my heart to find something I know they’ll talk about for a while, mansions and baseball games.

Two years ago it was Niagara Falls and Jim’s father being asked to open a lock on the Erie Canal. Those were my old stomping grounds. Here are the new ones and it’s always good to get the in-laws out of their home environment and into “vacation mode.” They’d really like to see a few other things but are open for the rest of the week.

So it’s paying next month’s bills, arranging lessons, planning menus, shopping and cleaning this week, including losing my beloved dining table as my desk so we can eat as humans do. Hope you enjoyed your weekend. If you have a great recipe that incorporates pasta, broccoli, Italian sausage and sauce let me know! I’ll probably do three versions of it and get back to you in a month or so with the winner. Cheers, Dee

How Dry I Am

There’s an old song by that name, of course the lyrics have been satirized and we even knew those as kids. We moved from a place with humidity in the 90% range to here and a 20% range. How do I know this? A hygrometer. Yes, for $12 you can find out the heat and humidity in your home. And if you stand two feet from it and look at the numbers the humidity will change because of your breath.

I bought it for the guitar but have been keeping it in the living room to check ambient air, and have recently moved it to the guitar case. When I moved to California, I’d get bronchitis every year around the holidays. It’s mid-August here but like CA’s weather and I can’t get over this ick!

Today I followed an idea of one music instructor, as I have not been able to see my regular guy because he’s been out and now I am. I had some Romaine lettuce and put part of a dry leaf in the case with my new guitar. Not touching the guitar, and I placed the guitar on the kitchen counter for this experiment. So it was level, horizontal and after fifteen minutes the humidity inside the case went from 30% to 45%. Apparently the facility at which they’re built is kept between 74-79 degrees and 45-55% humidity. I put it up later and checked and the interior of the case was at 50%.

Now, to the optimal state of humidity for a human being. If we were to stay where we are at present, perhaps two inexpensive humidifiers would make the air beneficial for us (and not just the guitar) and lessen the probability of disease. If we owned the place, a whole house humidifier would be in order. The opportunity to breathe non-desert air would help our lungs and skin, and I wouldn’t mind re-filling and sanitizing the units.

Right now I’m blowing my nose every few minutes and trying to keep this crud from amassing in my lungs. Nature’s paradise, right. Oh, I’m certain the change in indoor moisture won’t have any bearing on cooking at high altitudes. Think about that when your iPhone tells you you’re at 6,500 feet above sea level.

The fruits and veggies came in early this morning and I’ve a couple grapefruit, zucchini, onions, more grapes, a cucumber and a few mangoes and nectarines. We cooked up the ribeyes tonight and they were delicious. I’ll have to get more next week for guests. Having guests is a love/hate relationship. Hate all the cleaning before they arrive and love them while they’re here and, hopefully, afterward.

At any rate, let’s hope they enjoy the “floor show,” every morning and evening on the deck. The stoat/ermine toys with dog Zoe across the glass. It’s a “Hello mother, hello father, here I am at Camp Granada” moment. Every day, twice a day! Who wouldn’t want that on a visit?

It’s time to take the sniffles to bed. Jim’s still up and it’s late. Cheers, Dee